Another turning point,a fork stuck in the road..So make the best of this test,and don't ask why.It's not a question,but a lesson learnt in time...So take the photographs,the still frames in your mind...For what it's worth,it was worth all the while.It's something unpredictable,but in the end it's right,I hope you had the time of your life.Time Of Your Life- Green Day-thoughts in a nutshell-:.ensnared cycle.:it whispered around her,taunting her roots,all she had was the silver reflection,broken by simple tension of surface,the wind breezed through her,teasing her, showing what she couldn't do.After all she was inanimate,unable to move from her roots,Silently it watched the river beside herSilently it sat quietly,Trees had yet one purpose,unable to move,only to breathe.-[phil 4:6,7]Yes... I am updating... happy now?! :PHrm, first/second time I did a personification, well I'm not sure if you call the last one a personification... Canberra was fine- and only fine, because I caught some sort of illness when I was down there! How dare my own state turn against me! Just because I reek of Sydney smell, doesn't mean it can turn against me and make me sick! *looks at Canberra* You traitor! One day I'll have my revenge! Muhaha then you'll regret turning your back against me... one day!Had a movie night with some of the Yf girls, that was interesting. I've never had a 'girls night in' before... so different to the horror movie nights I'm used to. It was how to say... girly... I can't describe it any other way. Not that we were doing hair, painting nails or any of that... but watching romances are something new. Not really into romances, so don't kill me when I say notebook was okay... *hides under table away from the glares* Sure he was sweet and all- but the plot and the cinematics were not up to standards... But Tara made it all better "eww she just made an ugly face! let's rewind it!" haha... :PSabrina was cool, I remember watching that years ago. And yeah Nay that's the dress.. take a look- my future *cough* wedding dress *cough* if I ever get married, aside from it being detatched it would be nice full bodied flowing dress... that is if I ever get married... ha, but I place dibs on the dress anyways! There was another dressed that I really liked as well... but I can't remember where I saw it from, one day I'll show you Nay... by the way that most ugliest wedding dress wasn't too bad, granted I wouldn't spend $400 on the thing, not a cent actually... but it could have been worse... like a xena outfit rendition except white *shudders* And to answer your question you guys are now a single entity now... I'm too lazy to rectify that fact, well aside from Yv being a smuck like Nay... Yv neutralises Nay's smuckiness... to make her bearable... just..Haha I feel sorry for my brother... for having to put up with girls all night... well not really, he had Markus... but then again that's not much comfort- seeing that he does go to girls toilets!! Strutting in nonetheless :P hehe (you know it's true)Dinner, Thursday night was interesting. Aside from Stickboy abandoning us and not coming, it was wonderful... how nice of you guys to pay me out *glares* nah it's cool... nice to see you guys once more- should do it more often... well as often as it can be done.Met up with Rin and Ange... just to talk. I actually don't remember much o.O just eating and well drinking coffee... umm but it was nice seeing you again Rin ^_^ G'luck with Yuna :P Also had a night out with Ange and Suze.. although it was to be a girls night out, with some of Ange's friends as well.. her friends abandoned her and didn't want her, so we had to go out with her.. well I mean after all she was the one offering her house, and cooking the pikelets... yes not pancakes. But yum they were nice, hrm... very fattening Ange- and weren't we supposed to be doing some sort of dieting :P hehe... by the way, I noticed you didn't tell him fully? *raises eyebrow* That was a good night actually (aside from the unwanted), I haven't danced like that for a very long time... so nice to be free and uninhibited! Without a care in the world... It's amazing how it makes you feel like you're so free, so spirited...And I have to say, I spent the rest of my time playing pool... hrmThanks Ami, for meeting up with me by the way haha... so last minute -_-;;:Stupid/funny things of the month: Do you remember the chatterboxes? The paper origami which you write up 'fortunes' and predictions in? Well a beautiful child at Church, Kirsten did one... and she was giving everyone their fortune...Alex: What's Wye li's fortune Kirsten?Wye li- Picking colours and numbers accordinglyKirsten: ...You will lose all your hair.Daniel: What's mine Kirsten? (after choosing a colour and numbers)Kirsten: You will die in 15 days...What luck you two have...+Victor (the poor lad imported from S'pore who doesn't know a thing): Hey isn't Canberra the capital how can it be peaceful? Isn't the capital meant to be busy with lots of people and stuff?Alex *blinking twice... then opening her mouth and laughing*: Canberra? Busy? hahaha+So there we were talking innocently about pets...Nay: How often do you wash your cat?Alex: once a year...Dad: we had a cat once, when I was young... I used to wash it every single day because it could swim... within a week... it got pnuemonia... and died...Nay (after a bit of shock): that's... ho-orrible.. here I was thinking of a nice happy story...then it went on...Alex: haha, I can't believe you killed your cat by over loving it!Dad: No of course not, not my cat... it was my brother's cat...ah my poor Uncle to have a brother like my Dad... haha... your poor cat after subjected to torture of swimming every day I'm sure it's happy now, definately in a better place..may it rest in peace..+So having a lovely dinner talking about the potential Yf formal.. Alex: come on, the formal will be nice...Ken Li: yeah, Ayji, Joseph... Daniel, Renee... all dancing together, nicely... ... then you'll have Alex on her own dancing Capeoria... *itimitating Capeoria moves*Mark + Daniel: *burst up laughing* Capeoria is a form of dancing martial arts, if you're not sure.added in regards to the formal...James: Hey, if you have ddr I might come..Alex: what place ddr machines in the middle of the dance floor??James: yeah and have a show down!! You can have two so partners can dance, *itimitates fancy voice + pulls out hand* May I have this dance *starts dancing ddr style*+It is to be noted that Ayji and Joseph are a coupleAyji: But I don't have any moneyAlex: I'll pay for you..Joseph: You know... we come as a pair...+James aka stickboy- the ever overprotecting brother [James is also Karate blackbelt... -_-;;] : there is a criteria for all your potential suitors that must be done,first I will do a background check on them.They must do a 3 hour examination.Then they must fight me one on one in combat.Then after I approve, they may communicate to you, in written format... ...only.+Daniel: *rambling about who knows what*Nay: Shhh... Daniel you're so cute when you don't talk..Alex: ... And you're so stupid when you do...ahh, my poor brother... hehe the paying out that can amount between Nay and I against you.-Nothing much to say actually... my mind is in shambles, but I did say I would update *glares at persistant people* this better keep you guys happy for at least a couple of weeks, heck if a month could be possible... o.OThere's a reason to why I do not like to say farewell, perhaps 'tis hard to understand... but it's difficult for me to say goodbye- to never see another again.I shall leave you with a poem... something I found, a bittersweet adeiu... albeit, not a farewell... just a simple- till we meet once more... 'If we must part,Then let it be like this;Not compassion for my heart,Nor with the hopeless agony of a kiss;But touch my hand and say;'Until tomorrow or some other day,If we must part, then let it be this way,'

Another turning point,
a fork stuck in the road..
So make the best of this test,
and don't ask why.
It's not a question,
but a lesson learnt in time...
So take the photographs,
the still frames in your mind...
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable,
but in the end it's right,
I hope you had the time of your life.
Time Of Your Life- Green Day

-thoughts in a nutshell-
:.ensnared cycle.:
it whispered around her,
taunting her roots,
all she had was the silver reflection,
broken by simple tension of surface,
the wind breezed through her,
teasing her, showing what she couldn't do.
After all she was inanimate,
unable to move from her roots,
Silently it watched the river beside her
Silently it sat quietly,
Trees had yet one purpose,
unable to move,
only to breathe.
-
[phil 4:6,7]
Yes... I am updating... happy now?! :P
Hrm, first/second time I did a personification, well I'm not sure if you call the last one a personification...

Canberra was fine- and only fine, because I caught some sort of illness when I was down there! How dare my own state turn against me! Just because I reek of Sydney smell, doesn't mean it can turn against me and make me sick! *looks at Canberra* You traitor! One day I'll have my revenge! Muhaha then you'll regret turning your back against me... one day!

Had a movie night with some of the Yf girls, that was interesting. I've never had a 'girls night in' before... so different to the horror movie nights I'm used to. It was how to say... girly... I can't describe it any other way. Not that we were doing hair, painting nails or any of that... but watching romances are something new. Not really into romances, so don't kill me when I say notebook was okay... *hides under table away from the glares* Sure he was sweet and all- but the plot and the cinematics were not up to standards... But Tara made it all better "eww she just made an ugly face! let's rewind it!" haha... :P

Sabrina was cool, I remember watching that years ago. And yeah Nay that's the dress.. take a look- my future *cough* wedding dress *cough* if I ever get married, aside from it being detatched it would be nice full bodied flowing dress... that is if I ever get married... ha, but I place dibs on the dress anyways! There was another dressed that I really liked as well... but I can't remember where I saw it from, one day I'll show you Nay... by the way that most ugliest wedding dress wasn't too bad, granted I wouldn't spend $400 on the thing, not a cent actually... but it could have been worse... like a xena outfit rendition except white *shudders*

And to answer your question you guys are now a single entity now... I'm too lazy to rectify that fact, well aside from Yv being a smuck like Nay... Yv neutralises Nay's smuckiness... to make her bearable... just..

Haha I feel sorry for my brother... for having to put up with girls all night... well not really, he had Markus... but then again that's not much comfort- seeing that he does go to girls toilets!! Strutting in nonetheless :P hehe (you know it's true)

Dinner, Thursday night was interesting. Aside from Stickboy abandoning us and not coming, it was wonderful... how nice of you guys to pay me out *glares* nah it's cool... nice to see you guys once more- should do it more often... well as often as it can be done.

Met up with Rin and Ange... just to talk. I actually don't remember much o.O just eating and well drinking coffee... umm but it was nice seeing you again Rin ^_^ G'luck with Yuna :P

Also had a night out with Ange and Suze.. although it was to be a girls night out, with some of Ange's friends as well.. her friends abandoned her and didn't want her, so we had to go out with her.. well I mean after all she was the one offering her house, and cooking the pikelets... yes not pancakes. But yum they were nice, hrm... very fattening Ange- and weren't we supposed to be doing some sort of dieting :P hehe... by the way, I noticed you didn't tell him fully? *raises eyebrow*
That was a good night actually (aside from the unwanted), I haven't danced like that for a very long time... so nice to be free and uninhibited! Without a care in the world... It's amazing how it makes you feel like you're so free, so spirited...

And I have to say, I spent the rest of my time playing pool... hrm

Thanks Ami, for meeting up with me by the way haha... so last minute -_-;;

:Stupid/funny things of the month:

Do you remember the chatterboxes? The paper origami which you write up 'fortunes' and predictions in? Well a beautiful child at Church, Kirsten did one... and she was giving everyone their fortune...

Alex: What's Wye li's fortune Kirsten?
Wye li- Picking colours and numbers accordingly
Kirsten: ...You will lose all your hair.
Daniel: What's mine Kirsten? (after choosing a colour and numbers)
Kirsten: You will die in 15 days...

What luck you two have...
+
Victor (the poor lad imported from S'pore who doesn't know a thing): Hey isn't Canberra the capital how can it be peaceful? Isn't the capital meant to be busy with lots of people and stuff?
Alex *blinking twice... then opening her mouth and laughing*: Canberra? Busy? hahaha
+
So there we were talking innocently about pets...
Nay: How often do you wash your cat?
Alex: once a year...
Dad: we had a cat once, when I was young... I used to wash it every single day because it could swim... within a week... it got pnuemonia... and died...
Nay (after a bit of shock): that's... ho-orrible.. here I was thinking of a nice happy story...
then it went on...
Alex: haha, I can't believe you killed your cat by over loving it!
Dad: No of course not, not my cat... it was my brother's cat...

ah my poor Uncle to have a brother like my Dad... haha... your poor cat after subjected to torture of swimming every day I'm sure it's happy now, definately in a better place..may it rest in peace..
+
So having a lovely dinner talking about the potential Yf formal..
Alex: come on, the formal will be nice...
Ken Li: yeah, Ayji, Joseph... Daniel, Renee... all dancing together, nicely... ... then you'll have Alex on her own dancing Capeoria... *itimitating Capeoria moves*
Mark + Daniel: *burst up laughing*

Capeoria is a form of dancing martial arts, if you're not sure.
added in regards to the formal...

James: Hey, if you have ddr I might come..
Alex: what place ddr machines in the middle of the dance floor??
James: yeah and have a show down!! You can have two so partners can dance, *itimitates fancy voice + pulls out hand* May I have this dance *starts dancing ddr style*
+
It is to be noted that Ayji and Joseph are a couple
Ayji: But I don't have any money
Alex: I'll pay for you..
Joseph: You know... we come as a pair...
+
James aka stickboy- the ever overprotecting brother [James is also Karate blackbelt... -_-;;] : there is a criteria for all your potential suitors that must be done,
first I will do a background check on them.
They must do a 3 hour examination.
Then they must fight me one on one in combat.
Then after I approve, they may communicate to you, in written format... ...only.
+
Daniel: *rambling about who knows what*
Nay: Shhh... Daniel you're so cute when you don't talk..
Alex: ... And you're so stupid when you do...

ahh, my poor brother... hehe the paying out that can amount between Nay and I against you.
-
Nothing much to say actually... my mind is in shambles, but I did say I would update *glares at persistant people* this better keep you guys happy for at least a couple of weeks, heck if a month could be possible... o.O

There's a reason to why I do not like to say farewell, perhaps 'tis hard to understand... but it's difficult for me to say goodbye- to never see another again.
I shall leave you with a poem... something I found, a bittersweet adeiu... albeit, not a farewell... just a simple- till we meet once more...

'If we must part,
Then let it be like this;
Not compassion for my heart,
Nor with the hopeless agony of a kiss;
But touch my hand and say;
'Until tomorrow or some other day,
If we must part, then let it be this way,'

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokorohoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida...kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe...asa ni tokeru yumemiru[the moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirrorthe stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream...the wind, its halting words are a gentle illusionthe clouds, the broken future like a distant voicedissolving in the morning, I dream]Suteki Da Ne- Rikki [FinalFantasyX theme song]-thoughts in a nutshell-:.dead beats.:there it sat,twisted in vines,heavy gasps slowing,tormented in thorns.there it sat,glances were few,unconcerned by the world,shunned by eyes.there it sat,dragged on the floor,beating in slow pain,bleeding to dark death.there it sat,the heart of an empty soul,unwanted,unloved.there it sat.-[Phil 2:14]Nothing much to say really, placement is hell to wake up to. I mean honestly you have to wake up at 5am! To get there by 8am... ergh... I just want to kill father time, that's right- you heard me father time!! -_-;; no I don't want to have my medication... nor do I want to meet men in white coats- this is between me and father time!Anyways, I'm almost finished my placement. So I get a good long sleep afterwards, well almost afterwards. Parents and perhaps some ol' Yf people are coming up... Can't wait. And Yung you should come as well *nods* I don't get to see you often. Bring Topsy if you can :PI might come back down the Canberra afterwards... still uncertain. Will try though!(by the way if I do come down are you girls free?-Nay&Yv? I wanna do a tribute night sometime- we could use my house and kick Yung out... to the backyard *nods*)Yumcha was wonderful! I loved it, haha "mmm... I want some of your sweet buns" -_-;; Amber knows what I'm talking about. Prashant, the pig ate all the food! haha, no kidding, but he was the only one who was full after that yumcha! *glares*Went to Greenwood- well no, went to the line in Greenwood and went to North Sydney. We had fun at a random park (Peter's Park actually :P) played 'doctor doctor' or as they like to call it 'knots' I still reckon doctor-doctor sounds better! Anyone remember playing that game? Awesome game...Went out last Friday Jo's 18th B'day!! Ahh the youngest of them all... :PHeaps of fun, drinking wine, eating 'Jap' food and going to clubbing. Hehe and of course sleeping.Photos are below for your viewing pleasure... just don't drool too much, you might destroy the computer :P hehe kidding kidding- my friends are attractive aren't they? :P hehe...+added+Speaking of attraction, I would like to emphasis the whole point of attraction. If you want to be viewed as 'attractive' to someone... do so, so you're still yourself. Don't change because you want someone to like you- what's the point? Because in the end, that person doesn't like you... that person likes someone else who you've acted out as.I've seen so many people change just to make someone like them. It's pointless, because in the end you're not you... you're just someone else...That goes for friendship and any sort of relationship!! *sigh* but if you're someone who's 'unlikable' in the sense where you're someone who is harasses, annoys, 'bitches' (sorry for the french)... you should change because you want to. Not because you want someone to like you. (Don't tell me off for saying that I haven't listed this point up!)Change yourself, for you- people should like you for you.

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida...
kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe...
asa ni tokeru yumemiru
[the moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
the stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream...
the wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
the clouds, the broken future like a distant voice
dissolving in the morning,
I dream]
Suteki Da Ne- Rikki [FinalFantasyX theme song]

-thoughts in a nutshell-
:.dead beats.:
there it sat,
twisted in vines,
heavy gasps slowing,
tormented in thorns.
there it sat,
glances were few,
unconcerned by the world,
shunned by eyes.
there it sat,
dragged on the floor,
beating in slow pain,
bleeding to dark death.
there it sat,
the heart of an empty soul,
unwanted,
unloved.
there it sat.
-
[Phil 2:14]
Nothing much to say really, placement is hell to wake up to. I mean honestly you have to wake up at 5am! To get there by 8am... ergh... I just want to kill father time, that's right- you heard me father time!! -_-;; no I don't want to have my medication... nor do I want to meet men in white coats- this is between me and father time!

Anyways, I'm almost finished my placement. So I get a good long sleep afterwards, well almost afterwards. Parents and perhaps some ol' Yf people are coming up... Can't wait. And Yung you should come as well *nods* I don't get to see you often. Bring Topsy if you can :P
I might come back down the Canberra afterwards... still uncertain. Will try though!
(by the way if I do come down are you girls free?-Nay&Yv? I wanna do a tribute night sometime- we could use my house and kick Yung out... to the backyard *nods*)

Yumcha was wonderful! I loved it, haha "mmm... I want some of your sweet buns" -_-;; Amber knows what I'm talking about. Prashant, the pig ate all the food! haha, no kidding, but he was the only one who was full after that yumcha! *glares*
Went to Greenwood- well no, went to the line in Greenwood and went to North Sydney. We had fun at a random park (Peter's Park actually :P) played 'doctor doctor' or as they like to call it 'knots' I still reckon doctor-doctor sounds better! Anyone remember playing that game? Awesome game...

Went out last Friday Jo's 18th B'day!! Ahh the youngest of them all... :PHeaps of fun, drinking wine, eating 'Jap' food and going to clubbing. Hehe and of course sleeping.
Photos are below for your viewing pleasure... just don't drool too much, you might destroy the computer :P hehe kidding kidding- my friends are attractive aren't they? :P hehe...

+added+
Speaking of attraction, I would like to emphasis the whole point of attraction. If you want to be viewed as 'attractive' to someone... do so, so you're still yourself. Don't change because you want someone to like you- what's the point? Because in the end, that person doesn't like you... that person likes someone else who you've acted out as.
I've seen so many people change just to make someone like them. It's pointless, because in the end you're not you... you're just someone else...
That goes for friendship and any sort of relationship!! *sigh* but if you're someone who's 'unlikable' in the sense where you're someone who is harasses, annoys, 'bitches' (sorry for the french)... you should change because you want to. Not because you want someone to like you. (Don't tell me off for saying that I haven't listed this point up!)
Change yourself, for you- people should like you for you.

Jo (left) + Prashant (right)- our resident James Rouse people!

Jo (left) + Prashant (right)- our resident James Rouse people!

Dashanti- sp? (left) and Jo (right)

Dashanti- sp? (left) and Jo (right)

Matt (left) and James (right)... yeah don't question, I don't...

Matt (left) and James (right)... yeah don't question, I don't...

Me (left), Jo (middle) and Christina (right)- pretty aren't they?- the other ones... I mean..

Me (left), Jo (middle) and Christina (right)- pretty aren't they?- the other ones... I mean..

Jess (left) and Jo (right)

Jess (left) and Jo (right)

Jo (left) and Matt (right)

Jo (left) and Matt (right)

Ahh our favourite couple, who love to share everything- including illnesses ^_~ Ags (left) and Lev (right)

Ahh our favourite couple, who love to share everything- including illnesses ^_~ Ags (left) and Lev (right)

Wei jin (left) + Kayo (right)

Wei jin (left) + Kayo (right)

Jo (left) and Christina (right)- she's got contacts on... hehe, if you didn't know

Jo (left) and Christina (right)- she's got contacts on... hehe, if you didn't know

group photo, left to right- Peter, Prashant, me, Jo + Kayo

group photo, left to right- Peter, Prashant, me, Jo + Kayo

Peter (left) and Jo (right) hrm a lot of Jo around ^_^

Peter (left) and Jo (right) hrm a lot of Jo around ^_^

This is my wonderful MRS (medical Radiation Science) friends... from left to right- Peter, Jo, Christina, Kayo (back), Victor (back), Weijin (back-she's not MRS either! What's she doing there!! hehe), Prashant (back), Jess (far right), Peter (front), Matt (right, front)

This is my wonderful MRS (medical Radiation Science) friends... from left to right- Peter, Jo, Christina, Kayo (back), Victor (back), Weijin (back-she's not MRS either! What's she doing there!! hehe), Prashant (back), Jess (far right), Peter (front), Matt (right, front)

Prashant (left) and Ags (right)- Ags comments that she's usually not that pale... :P

Prashant (left) and Ags (right)- Ags comments that she's usually not that pale... :P

Prashant being... well... *cough* horny *cough*... hahaha I had to put this one up!

Prashant being... well... *cough* horny *cough*... hahaha I had to put this one up!

Ags (left) and I (right) hrm... Prashant took this photo, so I won't comment.

Ags (left) and I (right) hrm... Prashant took this photo, so I won't comment.

would like the point out Christina at the edge... remind you of a certian horror movie? hehe

would like the point out Christina at the edge... remind you of a certian horror movie? hehe

Jo sleeping... need I say more? (such a cute photo)

Jo sleeping... need I say more? (such a cute photo)

sleepy Kayo (right) and I (left)- yeah that's how we enjoy our nights out... sleeping

sleepy Kayo (right) and I (left)- yeah that's how we enjoy our nights out... sleeping

Cute photo of Ags, and the pillow!

Cute photo of Ags, and the pillow!

This is our night out... as you can tell we have heaps of fun... sleeping o.O from left to right, Lev, Victor, James, Jo and Kayo

This is our night out... as you can tell we have heaps of fun... sleeping o.O from left to right, Lev, Victor, James, Jo and Kayo