tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokorohoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida...kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe...asa ni tokeru yumemiru[the moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirrorthe stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream...the wind, its halting words are a gentle illusionthe clouds, the broken future like a distant voicedissolving in the morning, I dream]Suteki Da Ne- Rikki [FinalFantasyX theme song]-thoughts in a nutshell-:.dead beats.:there it sat,twisted in vines,heavy gasps slowing,tormented in thorns.there it sat,glances were few,unconcerned by the world,shunned by eyes.there it sat,dragged on the floor,beating in slow pain,bleeding to dark death.there it sat,the heart of an empty soul,unwanted,unloved.there it sat.-[Phil 2:14]Nothing much to say really, placement is hell to wake up to. I mean honestly you have to wake up at 5am! To get there by 8am... ergh... I just want to kill father time, that's right- you heard me father time!! -_-;; no I don't want to have my medication... nor do I want to meet men in white coats- this is between me and father time!Anyways, I'm almost finished my placement. So I get a good long sleep afterwards, well almost afterwards. Parents and perhaps some ol' Yf people are coming up... Can't wait. And Yung you should come as well *nods* I don't get to see you often. Bring Topsy if you can :PI might come back down the Canberra afterwards... still uncertain. Will try though!(by the way if I do come down are you girls free?-Nay&Yv? I wanna do a tribute night sometime- we could use my house and kick Yung out... to the backyard *nods*)Yumcha was wonderful! I loved it, haha "mmm... I want some of your sweet buns" -_-;; Amber knows what I'm talking about. Prashant, the pig ate all the food! haha, no kidding, but he was the only one who was full after that yumcha! *glares*Went to Greenwood- well no, went to the line in Greenwood and went to North Sydney. We had fun at a random park (Peter's Park actually :P) played 'doctor doctor' or as they like to call it 'knots' I still reckon doctor-doctor sounds better! Anyone remember playing that game? Awesome game...Went out last Friday Jo's 18th B'day!! Ahh the youngest of them all... :PHeaps of fun, drinking wine, eating 'Jap' food and going to clubbing. Hehe and of course sleeping.Photos are below for your viewing pleasure... just don't drool too much, you might destroy the computer :P hehe kidding kidding- my friends are attractive aren't they? :P hehe...+added+Speaking of attraction, I would like to emphasis the whole point of attraction. If you want to be viewed as 'attractive' to someone... do so, so you're still yourself. Don't change because you want someone to like you- what's the point? Because in the end, that person doesn't like you... that person likes someone else who you've acted out as.I've seen so many people change just to make someone like them. It's pointless, because in the end you're not you... you're just someone else...That goes for friendship and any sort of relationship!! *sigh* but if you're someone who's 'unlikable' in the sense where you're someone who is harasses, annoys, 'bitches' (sorry for the french)... you should change because you want to. Not because you want someone to like you. (Don't tell me off for saying that I haven't listed this point up!)Change yourself, for you- people should like you for you.

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida...
kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe...
asa ni tokeru yumemiru
[the moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
the stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream...
the wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
the clouds, the broken future like a distant voice
dissolving in the morning,
I dream]
Suteki Da Ne- Rikki [FinalFantasyX theme song]

-thoughts in a nutshell-
:.dead beats.:
there it sat,
twisted in vines,
heavy gasps slowing,
tormented in thorns.
there it sat,
glances were few,
unconcerned by the world,
shunned by eyes.
there it sat,
dragged on the floor,
beating in slow pain,
bleeding to dark death.
there it sat,
the heart of an empty soul,
unwanted,
unloved.
there it sat.
-
[Phil 2:14]
Nothing much to say really, placement is hell to wake up to. I mean honestly you have to wake up at 5am! To get there by 8am... ergh... I just want to kill father time, that's right- you heard me father time!! -_-;; no I don't want to have my medication... nor do I want to meet men in white coats- this is between me and father time!

Anyways, I'm almost finished my placement. So I get a good long sleep afterwards, well almost afterwards. Parents and perhaps some ol' Yf people are coming up... Can't wait. And Yung you should come as well *nods* I don't get to see you often. Bring Topsy if you can :P
I might come back down the Canberra afterwards... still uncertain. Will try though!
(by the way if I do come down are you girls free?-Nay&Yv? I wanna do a tribute night sometime- we could use my house and kick Yung out... to the backyard *nods*)

Yumcha was wonderful! I loved it, haha "mmm... I want some of your sweet buns" -_-;; Amber knows what I'm talking about. Prashant, the pig ate all the food! haha, no kidding, but he was the only one who was full after that yumcha! *glares*
Went to Greenwood- well no, went to the line in Greenwood and went to North Sydney. We had fun at a random park (Peter's Park actually :P) played 'doctor doctor' or as they like to call it 'knots' I still reckon doctor-doctor sounds better! Anyone remember playing that game? Awesome game...

Went out last Friday Jo's 18th B'day!! Ahh the youngest of them all... :PHeaps of fun, drinking wine, eating 'Jap' food and going to clubbing. Hehe and of course sleeping.
Photos are below for your viewing pleasure... just don't drool too much, you might destroy the computer :P hehe kidding kidding- my friends are attractive aren't they? :P hehe...

+added+
Speaking of attraction, I would like to emphasis the whole point of attraction. If you want to be viewed as 'attractive' to someone... do so, so you're still yourself. Don't change because you want someone to like you- what's the point? Because in the end, that person doesn't like you... that person likes someone else who you've acted out as.
I've seen so many people change just to make someone like them. It's pointless, because in the end you're not you... you're just someone else...
That goes for friendship and any sort of relationship!! *sigh* but if you're someone who's 'unlikable' in the sense where you're someone who is harasses, annoys, 'bitches' (sorry for the french)... you should change because you want to. Not because you want someone to like you. (Don't tell me off for saying that I haven't listed this point up!)
Change yourself, for you- people should like you for you.